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The dogs are maniacs right now, responding to the booming heralds of 2005. Somehow, I don't mind at all. Sitting here at my computer, I'm thinking of the rockin' New Year's party I skipped in order to write. And I'm so glad I did. Yes, I have become that obsessive. Which leads my to my New Year's resolutions:

1. Sell a short story. Yeah, I know you're not supposed to be able to accomplish this in the first year of serious writing, but I'm a pathetic optimist and I LAUGH at the odds...

2. Finish two novels. Current WIPs are The Unmagicked (unsaleable) and Untitled (more promising). BOTH are excellent practice and BOTH are teaching me to write.

3. Eat MORE and exercise LESS. Yes, I'm attempting reverse psychology here. Previous quests for the opposite have failed with stunning consistency, so I'm trying something different this year.

4. Meet more writer buddies in person.

And stuff I accomplished in 2004:

1. Got serious about writing. I even received my first rejections!!! *proud*

2. Found a dream job that pays for expenses AND the occasional foray into self-gratification.

3. Survived more than 6 mos. without an income.

4. Developed relationships with my niece and nephew. I am now, officially, "the silliest Rae ever." I think that's a compliment.

5. Found friends who rank among the coolest, brightest people on the planet.

Yep, it's been a good year. It feels weird saying that. In the very last days of December of '04, hundreds of thousands of my fellow humans were killed by an unthinking, soulless, tsunami. Potential energy at its most deadly, and I am reminded how short my life could be. I have cried more in these last days than ever before (except, perhaps, for during the 9/11 crisis) and I am GLAD, because it means that in the midst of tragedy, I have retained my humanity, that I have not given in to the callousness that repeated calamity could easily craft. Family heartbreak, the brink of financial survival, reminders of 9/11, the Asian tsunami, and countless personal, unnamed things...but I remain, irrevokably, Rae Carson. And I am strong, laughing, ridiculously unaffected. I hope I face whatever misfortune 2005 holds with the same rebounding energy. The same joyous determination.

One year from now, I pray that once again, I will look back with happy tears, convinced that I am a better writer, that the joys have outweighed the sorrows, and that I am a more effective person for my experiences.

*raises wine glass*

Let the next chapter begin...

Date: 2005-01-01 12:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jmeadows.livejournal.com
I'm a pathetic optimist and I LAUGH at the odds...


YAY! Go you! I do too. :D

I even received my first rejections!!!

YAY!

I am now, officially, "the silliest Rae ever." I think that's a compliment.


Well DUH! :D

I am GLAD, because it means that in the midst of tragedy, I have retained my humanity,


YES! You ROCK, dude! You're the rockin'-est!

Date: 2005-01-01 02:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aaron-mag.livejournal.com
The Tsumani has weirded me out as well. Just last night I said to my wife, "We can't be that fragile! We can't be killed in mass numbers just by being in the wrong place at the wrong time, can we?"

Of course the answer is 'yes'. I've known the answer was yes for a long, long, time. Still. The reality of it...

I've got a few resolutions of my own for you. GO to some social events every once in awhile (like a new years eve party). You're too young to be a hermit dude. And you need external stimulus to give you good ideas as well.

-Happy new year

Date: 2005-01-01 05:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cricketshay.livejournal.com
You inspire me! I hope you know that. *hugs* Happy New Year!!!!!

Just curious

Date: 2005-01-01 06:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] janeorben.livejournal.com
Why is The Unmagicked unsaleable?

Date: 2005-01-01 07:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] raecarson.livejournal.com
You're too young to be a hermit dude.

Whatevah. You're never too young to embark upon happy hermithood.

:P

Date: 2005-01-01 07:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] raecarson.livejournal.com
thx Shay! *hugs*

happy new year to you too!

Re: Just curious

Date: 2005-01-01 07:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] raecarson.livejournal.com
It has one major plot problem, several "transition" chapters in a row, and two characters I can't seem to crack no matter how hard I try. *sigh* I'm hoping I'll be able to fix it all in draft two. There are parts that I am happy with, so I'm not giving up just yet. But it will require lots of work!
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